Have you ever felt so confused about what you have to do or going to do after you got wounded because just a word? ya actually i got that worst feeling yet. It's seems like found how's a pity i am and you know i hate this feel anyway, indeed! It made my mood decreased day by day without any obviously reasons. huh
Lately i don't know why i got my self so badly, yaa everything around like gonna be bad and negative. Feeling alone, dissapointed, confused, strange, ah such a complicated feeling lah hahaha. Usually no need longer to turn to be normally feeling but this has been a very long time i got this worst resent feeling!
I found everything didn't going as well as i expected. I couldn't comply responbility well, i couldn't treat people around me right as they've treated me, i couldn't be someone those they expected so much, i couldn't blabalabla and the bla...
I know i'm not a mature yet but i'm process to be, sometimes i can judge everything positively from other point of view and tolerance if that's not really annoying me, but sometimes i got difficult to hold when that things lil bit took hurt me. I know it's wrong but i can't avoid that negative perception. Some people says that "negative thinking will bring you to negative decision then direct you to negative impact sooner or later" and i agreed with that. You know what because it fact and i've ever proved it, ya actually that's my true sense right now hehe. But i think i've done something wrong eventually, i've been made suffer of me just from a word. How's foolish yeh, oh maa we're a human being which have an outstanding intelligence, so why do we became a loser just by those word? come on think smart and wisely!
Basically we just need a lil negative word to influence of changes of something to be negative! But as an intelligent and wise human, we should have to filter everything to be listened and took it positive point side. Those negative word should become a constructive critism if we took it from positive point if view but on the other side it'll be such a poison for our self if we took it from negative point of view. Yah most essencialy is just never took those word seriously if you didn't wanna get wounded by it and make you down ever. Yeaah if you on the same position with me just be focus on everything you choose and be positive, last but not least be grateful for every pieces thing you have! Dissipate those negative thinking ever and do your best, just do what you know is right and importance. Because it's the highroad to pride, self-esteem and personal satisfaction. Okee let's get at up and be cheerful always :)
Basically we just need a lil negative word to influence of changes of something to be negative! But as an intelligent and wise human, we should have to filter everything to be listened and took it positive point side. Those negative word should become a constructive critism if we took it from positive point if view but on the other side it'll be such a poison for our self if we took it from negative point of view. Yah most essencialy is just never took those word seriously if you didn't wanna get wounded by it and make you down ever. Yeaah if you on the same position with me just be focus on everything you choose and be positive, last but not least be grateful for every pieces thing you have! Dissipate those negative thinking ever and do your best, just do what you know is right and importance. Because it's the highroad to pride, self-esteem and personal satisfaction. Okee let's get at up and be cheerful always :)
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